hey people, dulu tkdak pon facebook, twitter, blogger ni apa semua. so, masa petang main lah kat luaq. tapi sekarang keluaq rumah pon dak. laki pompuan semua jadi puteri lilin. according to my family lah. macam bosan kan. kat luaq pon, bukan ada sapa nak main. sorang-sorang ja nak main badminton? gila org kataa. serious bosan. dulu main batu selambut lah, ting-ting lah. best woot. hhaha. I'm just missing all those memories :)
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Monday, May 9, 2011
I want you to know that things that I've never told anyone. I want to tell you about my childhood and all of the messed up things that have made me into the nervous, shy, strange, reluctant, scared girl I am today. I want you to know why it's hard for me to share my feelings.
Here's a hint: you'd be the first person to ever care about them. I want you to hold me while I cry over my broken family, my broken life. I want you to understand that you're the one person that saves me from loneliness. I want to stop pretending that everything is okay when it's not. I want you to make everything okay. I want you to know me. I want you to want to know me.
And I want to know you. But, it's just a dream. I expect too much. Dia dh ada orang lain. And yet I have to believe it T_T thats the saddest part. I cant bear this pain.
On some days, I miss you a little. On others, I miss you a lot. Some days, I manage to get through the day without thinking and wondering if you still think about me. But most days...
...most days I wish we'd never met so I wouldn't have to feel this pain, anymore.