Saturday, May 28, 2011

zaman dulu-dulu

hey people, dulu tkdak pon facebook, twitter, blogger ni apa semua. so, masa petang main lah kat luaq. tapi sekarang keluaq rumah pon dak. laki pompuan semua jadi puteri lilin. according to my family lah. macam bosan kan. kat luaq pon, bukan ada sapa nak main. sorang-sorang ja nak main badminton? gila org kataa. serious bosan. dulu main batu selambut lah, ting-ting lah. best woot. hhaha. I'm just missing all those memories :)


Saturday, May 14, 2011

Beliebers (:



long time no seee. tihihi. dah la. saya rasa saya dh get over with it. malas lah nk pikiaq benda2 mcm ni. hihi. okay, ni sapa2 yg berminat, look at my collections. tunggu sat nk upload. tp ada bnyk lg sebenarnya. okay bye :D








Monday, May 9, 2011

Over

Semoga Allah memberkati hubungan mereka :') 
I want you to know that things that I've never told anyone. I want to tell you about my childhood and all of the messed up things that have made me into the nervous, shy, strange, reluctant, scared girl I am today. I want you to know why it's hard for me to share my feelings.

 Here's a hint: you'd be the first person to ever care about them. I want you to hold me while I cry over my broken family, my broken life. I want you to understand that you're the one person that saves me from loneliness. I want to stop pretending that everything is okay when it's not. I want you to make everything okay. I want you to know me. I want you to want to know me.

 And I want to know you. But, it's  just a dream. I expect too much. Dia dh ada orang lain. And yet I have to believe it T_T thats the saddest part. I cant bear this pain. 


On some days, I miss you a little. On others, I miss you a lot. Some days, I manage to get through the day without thinking and wondering if you still think about me. But most days...
...most days I wish we'd never met so I wouldn't have to feel this pain, anymore.

 


Friday, April 29, 2011

(:

Mission hampir berjaya! ehehh, 3 hari tak stalk dia. sangat mnyeksakan :( but I have to strive for it! hihi, hope everything's gonna be okay. Someday, you'll know how much I have sacrifice. goodbye dearies

The feelings when you see someone you still have feelings for :(


onedayy



Wednesday, April 27, 2011

what a day.

hey guys, seriously I dont feel like talking to anybody today. and I'M NOT EMOing, just tired. tired of what, I'm not sure. I just want to be a new me. to be a quiet girl like when I was in Form 1 (: I want to stop the bad things that I did before. And of course I'm still your friend, guys. dont misunderstanding. I stilll love you guys(:

And today, 27/4 I've got an agreement with Farihin Ufiya and Aisya Wahida.
 1. Stop stalking them until 27/5 (try first) *kalau tk kena puasa dua hari.
 2. tak boleh emo. and yes I'm not emoing.
 3. cannot mention their name. *saya dh berjaya hari ni :D

sebagai tnda perjanjian, farihin baling pensil box aku dr atas jatuh bawah. habeh rosak barang2 aku -,- ahah plus, diorg semua pergi library hari ni, hm, tp I tk pergi, sbb hm mcm biasalah. :'( *Ya Allah, tolonglah aku lupakan dia. Amin