Saturday, May 28, 2011

zaman dulu-dulu

hey people, dulu tkdak pon facebook, twitter, blogger ni apa semua. so, masa petang main lah kat luaq. tapi sekarang keluaq rumah pon dak. laki pompuan semua jadi puteri lilin. according to my family lah. macam bosan kan. kat luaq pon, bukan ada sapa nak main. sorang-sorang ja nak main badminton? gila org kataa. serious bosan. dulu main batu selambut lah, ting-ting lah. best woot. hhaha. I'm just missing all those memories :)

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Beliebers (:

long time no seee. tihihi. dah la. saya rasa saya dh get over with it. malas lah nk pikiaq benda2 mcm ni. hihi. okay, ni sapa2 yg berminat, look at my collections. tunggu sat nk upload. tp ada bnyk lg sebenarnya. okay bye :D

Monday, May 9, 2011


Semoga Allah memberkati hubungan mereka :') 
I want you to know that things that I've never told anyone. I want to tell you about my childhood and all of the messed up things that have made me into the nervous, shy, strange, reluctant, scared girl I am today. I want you to know why it's hard for me to share my feelings.

 Here's a hint: you'd be the first person to ever care about them. I want you to hold me while I cry over my broken family, my broken life. I want you to understand that you're the one person that saves me from loneliness. I want to stop pretending that everything is okay when it's not. I want you to make everything okay. I want you to know me. I want you to want to know me.

 And I want to know you. But, it's  just a dream. I expect too much. Dia dh ada orang lain. And yet I have to believe it T_T thats the saddest part. I cant bear this pain. 

On some days, I miss you a little. On others, I miss you a lot. Some days, I manage to get through the day without thinking and wondering if you still think about me. But most days...
...most days I wish we'd never met so I wouldn't have to feel this pain, anymore.


Friday, April 29, 2011


Mission hampir berjaya! ehehh, 3 hari tak stalk dia. sangat mnyeksakan :( but I have to strive for it! hihi, hope everything's gonna be okay. Someday, you'll know how much I have sacrifice. goodbye dearies

The feelings when you see someone you still have feelings for :(


Wednesday, April 27, 2011

what a day.

hey guys, seriously I dont feel like talking to anybody today. and I'M NOT EMOing, just tired. tired of what, I'm not sure. I just want to be a new me. to be a quiet girl like when I was in Form 1 (: I want to stop the bad things that I did before. And of course I'm still your friend, guys. dont misunderstanding. I stilll love you guys(:

And today, 27/4 I've got an agreement with Farihin Ufiya and Aisya Wahida.
 1. Stop stalking them until 27/5 (try first) *kalau tk kena puasa dua hari.
 2. tak boleh emo. and yes I'm not emoing.
 3. cannot mention their name. *saya dh berjaya hari ni :D

sebagai tnda perjanjian, farihin baling pensil box aku dr atas jatuh bawah. habeh rosak barang2 aku -,- ahah plus, diorg semua pergi library hari ni, hm, tp I tk pergi, sbb hm mcm biasalah. :'( *Ya Allah, tolonglah aku lupakan dia. Amin

Monday, April 25, 2011

Please stop hoping.

Cant anybody out there help me to stop hoping for him? tired enough. hm, semua perempuan dia layan okay. hm dah ah. I think I should stop right now.

 I just don't want to feel like this anymore. hm. okay bye

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


OMG! TOMORROW! 21st April 2011! Justin bieber, I wanna meet you so badly. pleaseeee I want to go. hm sedeh gila ni. nak p nak pi. :'(

I'll die :|


Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah beliau agar beliau dapat menjalani kehidupannya seperti biasa. Amin. risau sangat nii. hm, I dont feel like talking to anybody. I'm extremely worried now. Ya Allah, please help him. Tabahkan lah hatinya dan kuatkanlah semangatnya.Amin :'( I hope you'll be okay soon :|

AMIN :'(

Tuesday, April 19, 2011


please dont give me fake hopes :( Please let the little things I noticed mean what I hope they mean. Please, please, please. How do you start a conversation with someone you've been sharing blissful moments eye contact with for almost a year?...

~over-analyzing girl.

Friday, April 15, 2011


  • butterflies in your stomach when he/she is around.
  • constant blushing when talking to him/her.
  • stuttering and unable to form coherent words/thoughts when they are around.
  • giggling
  • constantly staring at them.
  • wanting to know everything about them.
  • smiling for a long time after talking to them. 
  • stalking (following) them.
  • telling everyone but the person.
  • writing letters to them on here.
  • listening to love songs and thinking of them.
  • hating vacations/weekends cause you don't get to see him/her.

I just cant sleep.

ohmai, I'm very happy. SERONOKNYA YA ALLAH (: I hope this is not just temporary. Enough of all this pain I had bear (': Please dream, please come true, Amin.

If I overestimated my heart,

Please tell me, heart.

With every small thing that happens
the hole gets bigger 
I've been strong for too long

Saturday, April 9, 2011


THANKS  :(     

                                                                                                                       ~miserable soul~

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

days past.

Sedeh sedeh sedeh kan kalau kawan kita sendiri buat macam tu kat kita? Hm,try to feel in once, then you will know. :( Anyway, I'm sorry kalau aku ni tak pernah jaga perasaan hmpa. I'm just a normal person who make mistakes. Sorry if you cant accept my mistakes. I'm not perfect. And yes,I'm weak. I'm easy to cry lately and I dont know why. It's hard to explain. I'd be lying if I said I was okay. :'|

Tuesday, April 5, 2011


It was just a fake dream.
That will never come true,
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving,
Cause your heart still does,
Your smile and laugh,
reminds me a lot.
If it's wrong to love you,
Then my heart wont let me to be right.
Break my heart, destroy my soul,
leave me crying alone,
And I wont forget all those memories.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Rebecca Black

Why should Rebecca Black be compared with Justin Bieber? Come on, she is the worst singer ever. Justin Bieber is totally not. The shouldn't be compared,people. way toooo far. ughh. that's all. p/s : this is her's video. take a look. CLICK HERE TO SEE


Sunday, March 13, 2011

Ha-ppy Birth-Day, Love!

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Speacial friend that I hold you dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.


Comeon, everybody scream out loud! teheeeee. BESTFRIENDFOREVER! ILOVEYOU! partayyyy. bhahaha. bila nk baling teloq kat hang niii. gatai tangan dahhhh kott? haha. lambatt lagi nohhh. byeee 


Gelong lagi Gila!

Facebook! awat hg dok act macam nii. tendang satg kot. lembab gilaa. ler, meluaaat aihh -.- okaybye. Mark Zuckerberg jaga sikitt  paaa bisness hanggg. haha. okay gals, GREAT NEWS! aku dah kawan dgan dia. tihihi. okay dia cakap apa semuaa. haha okay  semua tu cerita lama. jangan dok ingat balik lah kawan (: tp aku malu nk start. hang aa start  conversation nohhh. hihi. 

If you ignore me, I will ignore you. 
If you dont start the conversation,we wont talk.
If you dont put the effort,why should I? :D 

harap-harap lepas ni kita dapat jadi kawan sampai mati. cumaaaa mulut hgg tu jaga la rahsia sikit. okay byet, love you friends  *scroll down habeh lg lah.

love hanggg ♥♥♥

Friday, March 11, 2011

Crossing the Village

hey people, it has been quite some time since i last update this belogg. tadaaa! neww oneee. saja boringg pi tukaq buangg. yesterday was the cross-village day. AWH! we did not even get the points. NGAHAHA. but we had alot of fun chatting aroundd. Lelaki senior yg lari paling lambat pon sampai duluuu. haa anyway it's okay. we didn't plan to get the points though. The results were awesomee! teheeee. RAJA MUDA which is my house won the third place for this mean time. wayy more better than last year. we got the last place for last year. and believe it or not Sultanah got the last place. but we'll wait for this Sports Day. I guarantee they'll get a good position. hihi.

Positions :
1. Bendahara ( Congratulations! )
2. Sultan
4. Syed Jan
5. Sultanah

tk syok habaq. (;

okay byee 

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Aku suka jugak.

guys peeps gals and people out there, best gilos hari nii. hihi. birthday party sofia. wahh! grand gilaa ahh. suka pegang rizqyy weh. comell <3 andd pudingg ituu sgt sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap! hihihi. sekarang baru kenai budak2 tmn diaa yg slalu dia cerita. PL pon ada. tp depa tgh gaduh. sofia jerit cm org gilaa. heehh :D tp mmg cooperate gilaa ahh taman depaa. sapa yg pi MSSD, GOOD LUCK (; Ibrahim number ONE (:

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Facebook =='

hey peeeepz, it's facebook time. er, every second is a fb time  I thinkk. erghh~! that is my problem. macam mane ehhhh nak stop facebook for meanwhile. baca buku laaa super oiii. qeja dok mengadap benda tak guna ni/. *sekarang ni pon dok tuleh menatang nii. terok kan aku? -.- I have noo mood to studyy laaa mees. everytime I started to study, tgk2 the computer is ON!  so, apa lagi kan, chiawww laaa. huhhh. any tips nice people? HOHO :D 

enoughh facebook enough! dont incite meeee everytime I want to study! I wanna kill youu HAHAHAHA! *super duper evil laughh! you know what, my homework is higher than the Gunung Everestt. SIKIT kan? hmpa punya homework banyak lagi. tu lah minah ni, homework SIKIT pon tk boleh buad. pemalaihhhhhh bakk LAZY. 

p/s : thanks to my followers. appreciate ittt much, loveee (:

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

I'm sorry.

heyy friend, sorrryyy sorry sorry. I have to make this decision for our own goood. it's not proper for this time being. rightt? hm chill up okayy? nanti aku belanja hg aiskrim nah * derek ayat ni ja. HAHA :D
by the way, I appreciate it muchh (:

hey gals, I LOVE MY FRIENDS. <3

they are my life. it means nothing without them really. but biarlah kawan itu membimbing kita kearah kebaikan kan. kawan yg sentiasa mengingatkan kita jika kita buad salah.

I choose true friends. how about you?

her name is bb. she's beautiful. my husband <3

my bestie forever (:

we're friends since we are in standard 2 (:
we are young :D
we laugh we cry together.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

It is a BLAST if ...

amazing amazing amazing. farihin ufiya is such a nice girl in the world. er not a girl but a friend (: dia nak belanjaa kami p concert justin bieber. tapi rasanya tak boleh piii. sedeh tahap cipanzi. :'( malam ni kena inform farihin untukkk book tickets. hm :( mama, nak p bolehh? *haih mana boleh! its okay mum. -.- KALAU pi, kita p KL, then tidoq rumah aunty farihin. esoknyaa kita bertolak pagi naik komuter p. awesome kannn? :'( *mimpi jalah kan. tapi kalau pi, khamis kena pontengggggggg O.o byeee :(

Location : Stadium Merdeka, KL. 
Time : 8.30pm. 
Date : 21st April 2011.

this is the ticket!

aaaaaaaaaa~! sukaa <3

I wannnaa goooooooooooo!

Saturday, January 15, 2011


I really adore these pictures. I wanna be a super duper great photographer like them. auww 

kalau reti main guitar kan best :'(

we are who we are :D

hari ni, nak demam. hidung berayaq (hinguih eiii), mata merah (sbbb ...), tangan bengkak (tulis banyak AND kena inject hari tu), mulut (lapaq eh itu bahagian perut la!) okay dah.


Thursday, January 13, 2011

I'm super excited

okayyy. I'm really super duper excited knowing Justin Bieber will come to Malaysia this 21st April. It is a WOW right? yeahh. absolutely. I WANNA MEET HIM SO MUCH! OMG! maa, please let mee gooo! hm :'( maybe it's an impossible thing ever. ohmaigod. I'm having bieber hardcore fever! :D pleasepleaseplease

p/s : kan best kan kalau justin bieber kenai kitaa? kan ? kan? hmm. *okay perasan bak hanggg.

okay today's storyy. terasa tanganku masih ada kesan sakit akibat kena cucuk kemaren. ketaqq kott. HAHA. form3 was such a miserable year. gahh, pack gila timetable. taleh nak rehat kott! dah la agama kena gabungg. tak syokk gilaa. tapi harap2 dapat ustazah baru tu minggu depan. AMIN :D It was pretty good to have a friend like her. she is soo understandingg. love youu   dan puan soon sangat lah comel macam barbie doll. hihi (: DAN esok ada tusyen english. pagi pulak uhh. so nak kena tidoq dah nehh. kayy, byeebyeee :D

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Daily schedule.

hey peeps. It is 6 January 2011! Time sygg, why do you want to leave mee soo fast? Did I do anything wrong to youu? *okay merapu. You know what, today was such a miserable day for me. gosh! she is so annoyingg. selama ni maybe bagi muka sangat kot kat dia. AND itsokayy. and hari ni dia kata depan2 aku terus macam tu tanpa pikiaq apa aku rasa. and selamat ja aku tk maki dia balik tadi. dah form3 duk buad jugak perangai dia yg selalu sangat sakitkan hati jiwa raga aku dan orang lain. fine lah. aku takmau laa gaduh-gaduh. dah form3. nak PMR okayy. *sangatt takutt :( * okay stopp.

back to the above topic. hari2 benda yang sama berlakuuu. aku tak start tusyen lagii. esok baru ada Bi. ngoihoii. xD balek2 sekolah tidoq sat. kadang terlajak sampai pukui 7 -.- okay. and Alhamdulliahwashukrulillah, kami tak kena tukaq kelas. yay! bestnyaa. cuma tempat kami duk skrang ni dlm kelas :( tk nampak. dah la kat situ kami ja perempuann. mcm grr! cannot focus. tkpa. lepas ni kitaa try okay, sofia? AND aku jadi bendahari kelas AGAIN. tahun lepas dh jadii. hoho mcm bangga sikit sbb dapat undian terbanyak utk jd bendahari. HAHA! ketua and assistant mmg tk dpt dinafikan jonatahn gedik ngn aida mummy lah(: ketua keceriaan and kebersihan jasmine comelcantiklawacun and amirul. (:

tahun ni macam pelik sikit. form 5 dok kat blok form 4 and form 6 dok kat blok form 5. kenapa pon tatauu laaa.  Mr. Flecther kata sbb biaq budak plg dewasa kat sekolah jaga blok J yg belakang skali tuh. hmm. biaq lah apa pon. asalkan kami tk tukaqq. yehooohiii :D

tapi mmg penat ahh jadi form3 :(